No. I had an appointment with my primary doc this morning, who knows all the history. I broke down in her office and couldn't stop crying. She called my pdoc, who is off today, and got me another appointment with her first thing tomorrow morning. She made me promise to call if I needed her. I love my primary doc. She's very sweet. She thinks I need to go inpatient, but I just can't. I have to work. I have to run my business. I have to take care of my kids. And mainly, I don't want anyone finding out what's going on. I don't want my family to know. And if I went inpatient, they'd find out. Hubby would need help with the kids. I cannot afford to take unpaid leave, which would be my only option. I'm out of vacation days. Primary doc said I could do FMLA, but it's not paid. I don't have short-term disability, if I even qualify for that. I feel stuck. Right now, I'm just on 100mg zoloft (plus crohn's meds). I don't know what to do. I feel so lost and hopeless.
Stephanie, 29, married for 10 wonderful years and mommy to two awesome toddlers
dx with Crohn's 4/2003, in remission from 11/2003 to 7/2009
omeprazole 40mg, zoloft 100mg, apriso 1500mg, dicyclomine 3/day
dx with bipolar II 8/2009, re-diagnosed with bipolar I 9/09, [-]titrating up to 150mg lamictal[/-]
Apparently allergic to lamictal...waiting on next rx