I feel exactly the same way. I had a crisis moment two weeks ago and haven't been able to swing out of it. I recall this depression associated with September, as days get shorter, less light, school starting back, school was a hugh problem for me, I always felt "less than", and even though I graduated, it took all the life out of me and left me traumatized. I tried Lamictal, some years back, and didn't do well. Stopped after 2-3 days. Meds affect everybody differently.
Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgia, Facet Joint Syndrome, High Blood Pressure, menopause, Migraines, Chest Pain, Anxiety and Depression/BiPolar II
Synthyroid .075mg., estradiol.5 mgs., Amyltriptilene, 100mgs, bedtime, Tylenol 3 PRN (six-eight, daily), Valium 7.5mgs. daily prn. Flexeril, prn (not so helpful), Zoloft,150mgs., Zomig approx. 12 per month, prn., Meds for High Blood Pressure, vary.