Hello Everybody, this is my first time doing this, I was diagnosed with Crohns a couple of years ago, and since then i can not seem to socialize that often as i have low energy.
I became depressed (so i thought) and was eventually put on the highest does of antidepressant, when that didn't work, i was put on another, which still did not work.
Mum phoned the doctor because she was worried about me, they now think i might be Bipola, i am seeing a psychiatrist in December. i am so scard, and when i feel low, i feel soo low and soo much pain ( as if somebody has just died pain) its horrible, and because i am no longer sociable, i am left alone, no friends around me, this makes my world feel even worse and lonely, but i have tried explaining to friends but they dont seem to understand. I used to be so close with them and upsets me that i am now alone in this wolrd and theres nothing i can do about it, when i need people most around me, i am left alone.
I am so fed up of feeling this sad, but i also have a burst of energy every now and again and i could be extra hyper, but deep down still feel like rubbish but i am able to repress the bad feelings more.
I hope somebody can help me.. what should i do to make my life better again?