Scared, having bad thoughts.....

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Date Joined Dec 2009
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   Posted 12/17/2009 6:47 AM (GMT -7)   
Okay guys, I am having a bad "low" today. Not sure if I told you all I broke my stupid foot. Well now to add to that, I woke up with a serious pinched nerve somewhere in my back, and I can't move. What a way to wake up. I feel so darn worthless. I am a clean freak and now on top of not being able to walk around that easy, I can't even turn my neck, then to bend or move it feels like I am being stabbed in my back. You know.... I have back problems already, which henders me enough, but today.......... I have had it. I am frustrated, and my husband just says "honey lay in bed all day, and relax" . Relax, shoot I have been bed bound for a week already because of my foot. I am tired of being in bed. Here I am this major obsessed clean freak, and dishes haven't been done, laundry is pilling up, and floors need cleaned. AAAAaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!
The holidays are practically here and I have to be banged up on top of my christmas blues I am having. I have friends I wish I could call and talk to but they just don't seem to understand me when I am having these episodes of depression. Sure they understand that I am in physical pain, but my emotions are going wild, I feel like I am spiralling into a really bad low. I am actually scared. So I got on here hoping there are people online to talk to.

Post Edited By Moderator (serafena) : 12/17/2009 1:56:49 PM (GMT-7)

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   Posted 12/17/2009 1:54 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Angela,

Sorry about your terrible pain and your sadness. I hope you remember that this too will pass and you will be okay. Hang in there.

You don't have an email listed. Could you email me? I'd like to talk with you further. You can get my address by clicking on the envelope under my name, or clicking on my name to see my profile. Thanks,
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"Bipolar disorder can be a great teacher. It's a challenge, but it can set you up to be able to do almost anything else in your life." - CARRIE FISHER

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