I thought today was going to be alot better. But it was pretty mediocre. With the depressive moods of bipolar I feel really helpless.
It is worse sometimes than the maniac episodes. At least with mania I can do alot, with depression I am kinda mentally paralyzed.
I did read my Bible and pray so I think that prevented it from getting worse. I did try to get a break today and go out, but that backfired.
I had to rush home, cause i realized hubby was sound asleep. So I couldn't stay out as long as I wanted to. Anyhow, tomorrow is another day and I hope it's better than this one.
I really was hoping to be productive today, but I ended up falling into old bad habits, (chatting online) which is for the birds. It just makes me feel worse. I always think I am going to meet someone that will cheer me up and it always turns out to be bad.
Anyhow, thanks for listening and hope to hear your replies. I am glad I have this place to talk to people. Thanks.