Thank you so much everyone for your kind comforting words of support. It really helped me a lot. I think tomorrow I am going to go home and visit my Mom. She called me again yesterday worried that she told me what was going on; she didn't want to cause me stress. I told her not to worry about that and we're going to stay positive through this.
I think she would be really happy to see me, so I am going to do that for sure tomorrow. I am trying to stay strong. I stll haven't broke down and cried; I feel like I'm not believing it's real or something.
Mood is definitely low again today. It's very difficult for me to be at work today; I just want to go home and go to bed.
Anyway, will post after the weekend as we have a broken computer at home right now.
Thanks to all of you again, many many hugs.
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed, Methoprazine 6 mg/day, Lexapro 10 mg/day & Lamictal 400 mg/day.