I work in a hospital in mental health. Please if you feel you need that help, call an ambulance and let them take care of you. That is what they are there for. I had to do that several times myself (call 911 and be taken that way). It's okay, paramedics, and hospital staff are there to help you. Look at it as a stepping stone to just get you the support you need for right now, to get you through, to get you feeling more settled until you can get some kind of appointment. If you are feeling you need some meds, you can talk to them there at the hospital about it.
As far as your job goes, people get sick and have to go to the hospital all the time. You don't have to provide details.
Please let us know how you are doing. ((hugs))
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed, Methoprazine 6 mg/day, Lexapro 10 mg/day & Lamictal 400 mg/day.