I hear you. My social anxiety has improved dramatically over the past year. I at one point a few years ago, could not leave my home at all. Then that lifted but I was still afraid of people a lot. Then I started making myself go and all those times I had fuN! It turned out to be "safe" and I had a good time which left me feeling aweseome!
I think it's comforting that you have your own room and honestly I think you are going to be suprised at how much fun you'll have. At least that is my hope for you!
Think positive and feel reassured that it is possible to overcome your fears!
Let us know how it went!
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed, Methoprazine 6 mg/day, Lexapro 10 mg/day & Lamictal 400 mg/day.