New Topic Post Reply Printable Version
[ << Previous Thread | Next Thread >> ]

Regular Member

Date Joined Apr 2010
Total Posts : 255
   Posted 5/1/2010 4:25 PM (GMT -7)   
I'm here.... That's the best I've got right now. I made it out of the house without crying....(It's a step) My kids spent the night with my aunt and I watched movies all night in bed till about 1AM. had my SO drop me at the store when he went to pick up the kids....I just can't bare to face the rest of my family right now. My mom is concerned, but is respecting what I asked of her yesterday when she text me that I can't bare to talk yet. I can't handle the thought of putting on a false front for anyone. It feels like that's all I ever do. I made it out for a good hour or so then came back home and went right to bed....... stayed there for a few hours. Small progress considering I was ready to commit myself yesterday. It's such a weird feeling....I keep thinking I'm supposed to be able to control this and it seems the more I let down my defenses and try to accept I'm not entirely to blame, the further I fall.
"Consult not your fears, but your hopes and dreams. Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed at, but with what is still possible for you to do." You are special and loved!!!!!

Bipolar Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder

Veteran Member

Date Joined Jan 2010
Total Posts : 2896
   Posted 5/1/2010 8:06 PM (GMT -7)   
When I can't alk about it, I send an email.  Give me time to order my thoughts, edit myself, etc.  And then the other person has time to digest it before needing to respond.

Bipolar 2
Borderline Personality Disorder
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Panic Disorder

New Topic Post Reply Printable Version
Forum Information
Currently it is Wednesday, January 24, 2018 1:01 AM (GMT -7)
There are a total of 2,920,881 posts in 320,489 threads.
View Active Threads

Who's Online
This forum has 159508 registered members. Please welcome our newest member, Suzeknits.
310 Guest(s), 2 Registered Member(s) are currently online.  Details
garyi, Eiren