This is ruining my life !

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   Posted 5/27/2010 6:47 PM (GMT -7)   
I am a 24 y/o married female. I am currently taking 200mg of Zoloft every day.
I have always had an anger/depression problem but have been able to manage it. Within the last 2 to 3 years I have become very bitter and very angry. I have a strange sleeping pattern, I could stay up for hours on end or sleep all day long. I have VERY vivid dreams.
One week ago, I threatened to hurt myself. My husband attempted to call 911, but I talked him out of it. It ended with me teasing him (seductively) practically forcing him to have sex with me and then I acted like nothing had happened. I do not know what was going on and I would NEVER hurt myself like that. My husband said I was in a daze.
This is starting to hurt my marriage. My husband is very supportive but even the strongest man can only take so much. Normally I would act as though there was nothing wrong and my anger was directly from something he had done. Even though this was often not the case. Today I became so angry because he didnt pick me up in the same spot at the grocery store. I began to berate him, calling him names and actually for the first time ever, struck him. His arm is now very bruised.
After the fight we had ( or I had ) ... I became very sleepy and ended up crying like crazy. I feel horrible afterwards and usually have a migraine.
I can not ... We can not ... Live like this.  Please any comments will be helpful ...

happy bill
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   Posted 5/28/2010 1:19 PM (GMT -7)   
I agree, you may or may not have BP, but you are definetly having issues with the meds you are on. Get that changed first, than lets see how you feel.

Good luck
   "If Life Gives You Lemons, Make Lemonade"
   "It isn't my fault that i am BiPolar, It is my responsibility how i treat it so that i don't hurt others or myself."  Happy Bill
   Meds. Respirdal  0.5 a day, more if needed.

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