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Date Joined May 2010
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   Posted 5/28/2010 1:36 PM (GMT -7)   
I have not been dx as BP ... well I guess you can say im self Dx ... which is as good as any usually.....
long story short... dealing with major extreme mood sings for as long as I can remember... its gotten worse over the years... more hypo manic and mildly depressed , but I go from one to the other in the snap of a finger.  One day im on top of the world.. making plans and kicking butt.. then the next im totally BLAH.. everything gets on my nerves... everything anyone says or does ticks me off. I want quiet... to be alone ..
Today I have felt like crying all day long... I have had a headache... ear ache and jsut sat and did nothing all day ... Last week I bought the kids new bunkbeds, whick I couldnt afford, but I had to buy them NOW! even though they didnt need it.... But I have been so excited about them arriving ... so fedex drops them off today and They are still on the porch ... I dont even care anymore.
My BF calls me from work bc we had plans to go out with friends tonight, and he is upset that I will not be joining them... I snapped at him earlier , but he keeps asking me whats wrong?? he says " you know when someone is not feeling well , they can usually articulate WHY"  I cant give him a reason , I just DONT feel good... But he kept on ... whats wrong ? why are you feeling this way? what happened?  Its annoying me further.  I wish I could give him an answer ...
I hate this .... HATE feeling this way... I dont care about doing anything... I feel like such a failure... I have done nothing all day ... No laundry .. cleaning ... NOTHING.. and now I have let my BF down ... again .... and he is upset with me for not going out tonight....
Well ... at least theres a bottle of rum in the kitchen :)   SIGH.....
Thanks for listening to my vent....

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Date Joined Mar 2007
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   Posted 5/28/2010 1:45 PM (GMT -7)   
WElcome to the board....... you need to see a psych. dr..  modern medicine helps with the mood swings, if you have Bipolar.. you do have the symthoms.
hugs, Caren
Bipolar 1

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Date Joined May 2010
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   Posted 5/28/2010 1:52 PM (GMT -7)   
Im looking for a pdoc .... I agree I need some kind of meds...its just getting worse...

I keep telling myself to snap out of it ... Im trying but its not working....
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