Thanks for reaching out. Last week was super horrible at work; very hard to get through, especially the last few days. Kept busy this weekend. Got to see my sister and nephew today so that was awesome and got to spend time with one of my girlfriends yesterday, so it was good. Now it is Sunday night I am abosultely dreading going back to work to my office.
I had a few drinks this weekend, which I vowed a couple weeks ago, I was going to stay away from it. However, I did only have a few, never felt effects just drank really really slow and enjoyed the weather and company of my friend.
Meds were so so this weekend. I missed two doses. I am making sure that I fill my dosette tonight.
I am going to stick to routine again this week, and my goal is to walk three nights this week and get on my bike once.
Anyway, hope you are well and thanks again for the support. I really does get to the point sometimes where we just would give anything to not feel what we are feeling. It's sad and hard and painful. But I am sooo glad that I have you all here to talk to. I honestly don't know what I would do if HW was not a source of support for me in my life.
Take special care and sending hugs,
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed, Methoprazine 12 mg/day, Mirapex working up to 2.25 mg/day, Lamictal 400mg/day