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red lightening
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   Posted 6/19/2010 6:43 AM (GMT -7)   
I can feel the gloomy corners of depression's chambers closing in and I'm
not sure if I can fight it...better to give in and ride it out. I don't feel like I
can do my job anymore...need to sked an appt. with pdoc...every summer
this happens. As a child many traumatic things happened to me in the summer
add to that 110 plus heat here in Vegas and a job I despise...but I hate to whine...
there are many good things going on in my life but I blame myself for the depression...
I shouldn't have it with all the good things going on...depression doesn't make sence...
just trying to reach out and share...I finally admitted to myself it was happening instead of denying it

happy bill
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   Posted 6/19/2010 6:50 AM (GMT -7)   
First you are not whining, this is a great place to vent. And really we understand what you are going thru because we all have been there and know the way home.

Getting a appoitment is a good thing, you may just need a antidepresant to get you thru the rough days of summer. FOr me its jan and feb that hurt so bad. SO during that time i take celexa as needed, then once i get to spring and get riding my depressions mostly go completely away.

And sometimes on the lesser depressions (No sucidial thoughts or deep deressions) i just accept that it is what it is and tommrrow will be a better day.

Good luck and keep posting. We are all here to listen and help.

   "If Life Gives You Lemons, Make Lemonade"
   "It isn't my fault that i am BiPolar, It is my responsibility how i treat it so that i don't hurt others or myself."  Happy Bill
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red lightening
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Date Joined Jan 2009
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   Posted 6/19/2010 7:03 AM (GMT -7)   
Thanks Bill. so good to know you understand...thank you for responding. I guess
I needed to talk about this because I already feel better just knowing people
get the flavor of depression here and I'm not alone with this. I'm on Celexa...
perhaps it has stopped working as most of my meds do after about 6 months...
or the summer blues are killing the effect...I'll hang in there though...already feeling
a little better...thanks
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