At war with the world

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Date Joined Jun 2010
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   Posted 7/1/2010 1:56 AM (GMT -7)   

At war with the world :(

I'm at war with the world. I'm angry about everything.

I'm angry with our neighbour for no particular reason.
I dislike people for no good reason
I'm angry with my Father because he doesn't approve of my fiance and we're getting married at Christmas. The only thing wrong with my fiance in his eyes is that he doesn't earn enough (£45,000 per year is what he currently earns, rising to £50,000)
I'm angry that I am running 4 miles a day and seem to be gaining rather than losing weight.
I'm angry that I'm always constipated.
I'm angry that I have one breast larger than the other and am really conscious of it.
I'm angry that I had a nervous breakdown aged 18 and never completed university and have been in a boring administration job ever since rather than reaching my full potential (I'm now 35)
I'm angry that my hair isn't as nice as it used to be and that I'm trying to hang on to my blonde hair by highlighting it when clearly I'm meant to be dark.
I'm angry that all I ever seem to do is cause trouble and be nasty to people
I'm angry that I can't be perfect all the time
I'm angry that there are never enough hours in the day to work full time, look after the house properly, make myself look nice, excercise, study.
I'm angry that I can't fully integrate with people because I'm worried they'll smell my bad breath caused by my constipation or smell my flatulence caused by my constipation

I just want some peace from all this. I just want to feel comfortable in my own skin and not have to keep striving. I want to be able to relax.
I'm also angry that i have acne scarring caused by a bad outbreak a few years ago and that I spend thousands of pounds on laser treatments that don't seem to make much difference.

red lightening
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Date Joined Jan 2009
Total Posts : 620
   Posted 7/1/2010 6:30 AM (GMT -7)   
I can totally relate to your post...I have many of the same problems...esp. the
Father who hates my husband because he doesn't make enough I had
to realize that He wasn't marrying my fiance...I was... and he's perfect for me. If I
spend my life trying to please others then I lose myself and squander my power.
I heard once...if 85% of the people in my world 'like me' then I'm not being myself.

You are perfect just the way you are right in this very moment.
We are all just human beings trying to do the best we can...go easy on you!

happy bill
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Date Joined Nov 2008
Total Posts : 1132
   Posted 7/1/2010 2:58 PM (GMT -7)   
   My advice, for what its worth. Take one issue at a time and work on it. If you can get one issue under control then move on and work on another. Each day we are alive in this world we get another chance to change who and what we are, even if it is by a small amount.
   Its my way of dealing with my many issues. Take them one day at a time and not worry about tommrrow.
   "If Life Gives You Lemons, Make Lemonade"
   "It isn't my fault that i am BiPolar, It is my responsibility how i treat it so that i don't hurt others or myself."  Happy Bill
   Meds. Respirdal  0.5 a day, more if needed.

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