I'm Jo C. I'm looking for a little more information on Bipolar. I have not yet been definitively diagnosed. I have another appt. w a Psych on Wednesday. I have suffered from mood issues all of my life. Anorexia, OCD, Depression, Anxiety, Borderline Personality disorder and Dysthemia have all been indicated but I have never been actually "diagnosed" with anything. I work as a Pharmacy Technician and I have studied mental illness and medications looking for some answer to my problem for years. My husband has suggested Bipolar in the past. Depression has been a big problem through out my life but my anxiety has become worse and worse over the years to the point where I often feel that I am being paranoid. I recently quit a job because some one made a comment about something that had been said about me that was untrue. That kind of thing goes on and I guess most people just deal with it but just decided that all people are to difficult to deal with so I would just stay home. I have chalked it up to horrible PMS for years but have noticed when charting that it doesn't ssem to only be before my period anymore. Anyway. I am really nervous but at the same time I'm not even sure I trust a diagnosis. Sigh. So this is where I'm at. Confused and feeling like I need help but don't know what kind.