Good luck MOgs, its often said God doesnt give us more than we can handle, however there are days it certainly feels like he/she does.
I'm glad you and your BF had some honest communication, now my advice is to concentrate on healing. Stay away from anthing that can and will aggravate hurt feelings. They need time to heal, to be come strong again so they can handle the load. Hopefully your lanlord is helping you out somehow financially for having you move out in 60 days. If not ask if you can use your security deposit for the last months rent so you can have money to move on. 60 days isnt a ton of time, for most of us its only 4 paychecks.
And what i allways say is enjoy what you have, and enjoy it alot. There is great healing power in making, well you know, . LOL LOL LOL But really you have enough on your plate for now, you need to heal, and to gatehr up your strengh for the move and your moms illness.
Good luck, and you know where we are when you want or need to talk.
Thanks (Hugs). Bf and I are doing a lot better and I am so glad. I of course have fears that it won't last, but as long as we stick to what we've promised each other and remember we love each other and that we need to focus on that....we should be able to get back to being a great couple. I am so glad that I am haven't been yelled and screamed at for a few weeks. That has made a difference. Somehow I need to cope with my illness better even though I feel I keep it away from him as it is now...there are those days where it can get overwhelming and frustrating for him as well. And when that happens, it just doesn't help either one of us. I explained to him the hugs and reassurance on my bad days would go a long long way in making me feel better so that we end up having a better day. I'm not making it his responsibility, he asked what he could do and so I just wanted to let him know about something small (yet powerful).
We looked at a condo (frown) last night. It was small, but it's 5 minutes from where we are now and from the park we love. We are however looking at another one tonight and it has a garage, so I think it would be better. I honestly just want to find a place and seal the deal so I can destress for 5 minutes!!
I hope you are well! It's so hard to manage life with bp, but as you say, all we can really do for ourselves is accept it and do the best we can for ourselves.
Talk to you soon,
So today we got some good news :) We got the condo/townhouse that's 5 minutes away from our house. So I am happy about it. Now though, our landlord is being a jerk about things...long story.
I literally got off the phone with the new owners of our new place and then called our current owner and it went from me smiling to me having a panic attack.
Anyway, at least we have a place to go to and that really does take some stress off.
I'll be on the board this weekend.