Sorry, you got denied your social security, but mosy everyone does the first time. It is a long process but you will get it and back pay from when you first applied minus 5 months. I know we thought we never would get my husband's. Even when he went to court he came out and said he knew he wasn't going to get but I told him he would get it. He only see everything negative anyway. I know it gets worrisome but hang in there. If I had not been working I don't know what we would have done. Not long after he got his started I lost my job and am now on unemployment.