Finally saw your posting on the other site and hope you haven't left for good. I'm positive a lot of it had to do with time zones or that da*& site's having tech issues... I have been on and off that board all day and your message only NOW showed as a thread, so buncha people reached out to you and I'm not sure if you saw that. Since can't PM you, thought I'd post here to let you know you're loved and missed. You give so much, and you too, deserve support... you're da*& right about that. Anyhow, not sure how much you want out there, so I'll keep this short. Please know you can email or contact me... you ARE cared about!!!!
Big big hugs to you,