Boy 2012 is fixing up to be a huge year of changes. This last week was another example of it.
It started monday, when i was betrayed by a person i thought was my friend. He had been promising me for 4 months to hire me once business started back up (bicycle shop) I walk in monday and he tells me he hired a bunch of other people, and that there will be no hours for me. I said i was hurt, i had counted on that job, and he had given me no warning he was changing his mind. He said i was being too sensitive, i said, no i wasnt, i was promised something, and then he took it back. I didnt yell or scream, but i wont go back there.
Then my mom came to town, and it was three days of high stress driving her everywhere in philly. At the same time my ex calls and says she has to get emergecy surgery for a ruptured disk in her neck. So i now have to take care of thor (115 lbs bernese mtn dog) It was alot more stress, but i handled it. The ex started being a mean person again, i said to call someone else. Turns out she had spent time damaging the middle bedroom (tearing holes in the wall, destroying a bed my mom had given us) looking at the scale of the damage i feel it was that that possibly screwed up her neck. Lots of rage was evident there.
So i am cutting her off, no more help, no more mister nice guy. Im really tired of being someones door mat. So i cleaned out what little i wanted to save in the house, and will let her destroy what she wants until she moves out. Thats what insurance is for.
I decided to do a purge of my cell phone, every "friend" who never texts or calls me, who i allways have to call or text i purged from my phone.
I had some mild mania, spent some money but not too bad. Im calming down now, but god what a week. All in all i had no real BP issues, except for some money spent. Thank god my new girlfriend is a rock to lean on. She teaches special needs kids and is truely turning out to be a partner in my life.
Ok, vent over. Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.