My weekend didn't start off very well....last night I started a stupid argument with my friend that is leaving for Afghanistan (today is his last day in town) soon and ended up struggling with si. I don't really know why I started the argument, but now he refuses to see me before he leaves which is really upsetting to me. He is one of my closest friends and I am having a REALLY hard time with the fact that he is leaving.
I am doing ok today, I texted with him today and apologized for my behavior last night and asked if I could see him for just a few minutes to say goodbye, he said no. I maintained control and told him ok, and to let me know if he changes his mind. Normally in this type of situation I would fall apart emotionally. I am trying to hold it together.
Tonight I am having friends and family over to watch the football game, trying to keep my mind off of this whole situation.
I really screwed up. But I am grateful that he is at least still talking to me, he isn't the type that would typically put up with the bullcrap I put him through last night.
Hope everyone else is having a good weekend,
"I'm not bi-polar, I'm bi-winning." - Good ol' Charlie Sheen
Diagnosed with Depression at age 15
Diagnosed with Bipolar at age 20
Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder at age 25
Abilify - 5mg q.h.s.
Topomax - 100mg q.h.s.
Trazadone - 300mg q.h.s.
Xanax - 0.5mg PRN
Vicodin - 7.5mg PRN