i'm sorry that your feeling this. Tho i don't know your situation, love is possible. i'm 47, and wasn't diagnosed with Bipolar 2 and Borderline Personality Disorder until i was 45. Amongst other mental health issues i struggle with. i've been married almost 25 years and have 7 kidz. i don't know how my husband puts up with my actions due 2 my mental health problems and diagnosis, but he loves me and has learned how 2 respond 2 my horrible actions @ times. i am very lucky and blessed but pleez know their is love out there you just have 2 find it.