I'm so sorry he's like that. He is a jerk of the highest caliber. Yeah, I know what you mean about being lonely IN a relationship. I had one like that when I was early 20's, alcoholic, abusive mentally, he actually did call me a manic depressive and that was before I got formally diagnosed, lol. I was miserable it was the only time I actually came within a hair of slitting my wrists. I was all ready in the tub, but I just couldn't do it. The next day is when I went, got dxd and started Lithium, a week later I moved out. I was soooooo much happier to be rid of that burden.
I am sooo happy and proud that you are determined this time and aren't going to let him stop you from getting well. You know, because of you and Sandy that's why I am going to brave the side effects of Abilify and really give it a chance.
Like a fool I took it last night like my pdoc said to , but I cut my dose of Seroquel in half because I had been waking up foggy and blah. Well, as you can rpobably guess, I prett much was up the entire night. But mind is oh so busy, and body very tired. So, it's a good thing I did all the housework and laundry yesterdy so I can relax today and will have time to paint (art). I really feel like it today.
Variety is the spice of life, BP is the key