He does not seek treatment for fear of stigma .Now does not want me back ..rather than me moving on ..he seems to be breaking far from reality.
I worry about
him a lots but it's not worth it .
He was on pills before but now refuses to take meds ...he is weird .
I am enrolled n counseling but I rarely go because of anxiety as rarely leave house.
He fails to see my acute depression and how much pain he has caused me .
For sake of my sanity and health ,safety..I need to stay away and move on which seems difficult.
As he was providing for us,I do not work.
Even getting part time work or disability would help me for now and keep me harms way.
He was on antipsychotic meds before which he himself stopped as he thinks he is doing better and no pills can fix brain.
He is his own dangerous doc.
That's why I stay away....I am terrified of his odd actions.
Post Edited (cilly) : 10/23/2015 10:28:26 AM (GMT-6)