Tim tam, my mother kicked me out at 14 I ended up staying with this 42 year old guy who beat me and put me out on the street. I was raped in 2000 my 15 year old was a product of my rape. I do not believe in abortion so I kept him. My rapest was not charged however last I heard he moved to Florida and died. My mother was investigated for molesting my sister and I. When my mother and father divorced my father ended up in prison. I lost contact with him until my 17th birthday my mother told me a bunch of lies about
my father. I can not move back into public housing due to my felony. I did move by myself and managed my children ok. I am going to get counciling to get some coping skills to help me so I don't follow in my mothers footsteps. One of my favorite TV shows Is george Lopez I was up watching and an episode came on about
there daughter being 15 and some if the struggles that they had to deal with, with there daughter and they are a 2 parent household and he has a good job.. Now if you ask me I believe that there is a reason that this episode came on the night I couldn't sleep. Even though it feels like I'm the only one that has these issues with a teenager I see that it happens to everyone. I also believe that this is helping me to see and get ready for my daughter which I believe is probably going to be harder when she turns into a teenager. I know everything happens for a reason. I believe that God in my life allows me to go through this to make me stronger. Some of my choices I've made in my life have been a mistake I am trying to learn from these so I don't make the same mistakes again. So I am going to see a councillor to start not only learning how to cope with things but to start my healing process so I can move forward and stay this way.
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