I don't know if anyone remembers me, I was on here a bit ago, but I guess I can reintroduce myself since i feel like I'm new here again. I've actually been dxed as schizo-affective since 94' (schitzophrenic, rapid-cycling bi-polar, anxiety disorder and a couple more but these three are the biggies). I'm currently taking lithium, ativan, trazadone, and seriquil. As I'm sure everyone here, it's ups and downs. Unfortunatly I've been on a manic high for about 4 days, hopefully I'll come down soon. (I think the insomnia gets me the most sometimes. Anyway, I've been limited to the library computer untill tonight when thanks to yet another new credit card (arggg) I finally got my own. Not good getting the new card, I know, but hopefully this thing can keep me company on nights like this when the sleep just won't come. Life has been crazy lately....a death in the family, another one having to have a double masectomy, 2 aunts hospitalized for serious heart problems, another aunt having to go back to chemo, oh yeh, and one of my best friends having to have emergency brain surgury-------all since sat. Just a little stress :( I know that helped with my being manic. Most people ( or so I've read) like when there manic, but personally it lost it's appeal about yesterday. Terrified of the low I'm about to hit, praying it won't be that bad. Well, now that I've rambled for a minute, I better quit, before I write a book. Thanks for listening
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