You say you have bipolar II, meaning without the full blown mania. I have bipolar I.
The first crisis I had, I had a nervous breakdown, and was given stelizine (sp?), an anti-psychotic, which helped with the nervous breakdown, but was a hellacious medicine. It took away all of my feelings.
I was very angry at the time, so it took away that first. But it also took away any good feelings I might have.
What was your situation before they gave you medicine?
You sound like you're on a lot of medicine.
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So it sounds like you're on two anti-depressants, one anti-seizure, and one antic-psychotic.
You say, "I've just felt awful"
Have you been on any medicine regimen that made you feel OK?
And, "How do you guys cope?" I feel I'm on the right medicine, so that helps me cope. Then I try to stay positive that I can get through this.