Somehow I know what you're talking about
. It always seems as though I don't have enough time, but when I really think about
it...I just don't use my time wisely. I mean, I have a lot of things going on at one time and never seem to get anything done. It SEEMS like college and every day life is easier for everyone else, but it's not. There are lots of us out there who feel the same as you but don't talk about
it. I have a problem with finishing things. I never finish things. I start a lot of things but never finish. Including my degree. I went for over 2 years, full force, gun ho, but wanted to start making money and got a job instead of finishing college. It's called FOCUS, and I guess I just don't have it. I change my mind all the time, which causes great stress to close friends/family. 18 hours of college is a lot at one time, especially if you're working almost full time. I think you may be stressed because you may be overloaded. I know I get that way if I am overloaded. Too much responsibility and not enough play tends to pile up! Let your hair down and do something off the wall. If you're like me, you won't remember it anyway!?!? Are you on medications? Have you talked to a doc about
this? Sorry I don't have any magic answers for you -- just remember this ... you are not the only one who feels this way. I hope you can get some help. I know it's hard sometimes, but just be thankful you are able to work and go to school. Some folks can't even do that much! Take care...
Victim of Bipolar I, IC, IBS, Anxiety, Depression & Panic Disorder