hey gaz.... I remember when I first began taking meds again, I felt normal for a couple of days then afterwards I just dropped. Not as severe as I was without meds, but the difference still makes me wish I could just be stable and normal all the time. I envy alot of people in my life because they just seem to have it all together. I wonder for myself if I will ever see another normal day.
Best Wishes to ya, and remember you arent alone :)
"I doubt sometimes whether a quiet and unagitated life would have suited me--- yet, I sometimes long for it." ~Byron