thank all of you for your comments - and quickly, too!
i don't think i intimidate people. my wife thinks i do. i did, however, long ago, get po'ed at a boss and left him in tears.
but he was a jerk, anyway. i was developing something he didn't know anything about
and he kept trying to tell me how to do it. i had a reason to intimidate him, didn't i?
i miss those days.
seriously, i believe that what got him was that i didn't just lay down, spread my (figurative-i'm a guy) legs, and let my original pdoc rape me with a misdiagnosis. as dr phil says, if you don't know what's wrong, you can't fix it." (or was that the tea lady? - for you, rosie
- pleaase explain the tea lady to our yank friends). without a proper diagnosis, you cannot get proper treatment, either pharmacological or therapudic.
i'm ranting, again. sorry. i just feel lost and betrayed. i got shafted by the first pdoc i found up here and now this one wants me to give him total control. he says i have control issues. da**ed right, i do! straight on. anyone who has lived through what i have lived through for as many years as i have endured would have control issues!
sorry, another rant. you can tell i'm upset.
doesn't happen ofted (he says knowing that he's lieing through his teeth). ok. so i'm a strong personality. and forceful (that's british understatement at it's top). if my wife can handle me, why can't this trained shrink? sheeeeeeh!
and i think the reason he wants me outta here is that i get a lot if info from here. i rely on you for input. many of you have been in this place a lot longer than me. i've just been alive longer. don't make me smarter - or better informed.
Post Edited (wmnak) : 9/4/2006 10:02:26 AM (GMT-6)