I'm moving today, and thanks to my boyfriend's car still being at the garage, I can't move my computers.
So I'll be offline til he gets his car back or I get my uni username and password on Monday and can use a computer lab.
It's always the worst timing isn't it... this also means I won't get to see him til he gets the car back.
Anyway; I wanted to ask about
an odd thing I've done a couple of times.
This last time was mostly through choice, though irrational.
I just lock all my feelings and emotions down and don't care about
It stops the pain, though I'm not happy either. I'm not anything. I don't think of anything, I can just sit and stare at a wall for hours without thinking or caring about
I don't feel anything, even towards my boyfriend. I know that I love him, but only because I *know* it, intelectually. I don't feel anything whilst I'm like that.
Has anyone else had anything like this?
Is this normal in any kind of way?
I mean... I know it's not normal, normal, but you know what I mean.
Hopefully Rob will get his car back today and I'll be able to get my computer set up and get back on quickly!
In the meantime, take care of yourselves, and answer my question so I can come back to all of your wonderful wisdom
Thoracic Outlet Syndrome from birth - Diagnosed 1999
Fibromyalgia from birth - Diagnosed 2005
(?) Ulcerative Colitis - waiting for tests
(?) BiPolar - currently on Diazepam whilst waiting for assessment.
No other medicines - doctors are useless!