Went to the docs a week or so ago to have a chat about my assesment , she said it was best I didn't work for at least a few months.
Well , I know how bored/lazy/depressed I get when I'm at home especially in the cold weather , so.........I filled out a job application and they called me in for an interview.
I thought it had gone really well........until.........the next day when I came down off my 'high' , and realised I had talked non-stop through the whole interview and far from looking eager , I probably looked rather scary Total mania!
Needless to say they never contacted me
I think there was someone watching over me that day making sure I didn't get it , as I realised afterwards , I am in no state to work at the moment cos I haven't even started counselling yet , let alone meds!
So I was praying all that day - please don't phone , and , thank God , they didn't!
Stange how sometimes you feel so invinsible