hi and welcome we here are like you. In search of an answer to our conditions. Our feelings of hoplessness sorrow, fear, disappointments. But guess what? there is help out there, there is hope too. The meds that they give us work differently on everyone, because not all brains are the same, because not all people are the same. We all have different levels. while our seratonine levels and the others are low the meds help to stabalize them but they will always be inbalanced because of thier makeup. alot of us were born that way, but alot of it stems from our environments around us, and stress factors. stress kills, i want you to know this. it is a silent killer too. it keeps eating away at the good parts of us, until there is this feeling of overwhelming hopelessness guilt and sorrow. But wait,
stop there with that negative thought, we are not disabled, we are chosen. the ones chosen out of all the people on this globe to have what we have. we are not dead yet, we are just inbalanced as a scale, we need to find the very med or thing that will balance the scale out, so it is not tipping at all, but balances at a even level. you will get there,you are off to a good start. you reached out for advice, and help you will get it here. we are unique and talented people.