Dear Sweet Olivia,
I am so sorry that you aren't doing so good. I understand why you don't want or feel you can't go to the hospital now - maybe it's an option you can still think about in another week or two. But in meantime, please do what you said you would do - make a follow up appointment. YOu really, really do need to talk to someone and need to sleep.
Have you been unmotivated any time before? If so, what did you do to get out of it? I know you're really busy right now, but maybe you can take a a short time each day to do something you like to do? A hobby? If you do, maybe just 30 minutes or so each day will help-it's just a thought. You probably don't have time and can't do it.
I don't know what else to suggest to you Olivia, but I sure hope that you can get out of this rut very soon and get your "normal" life back. Do any of us have "normal" lives? Please keep us up to date on how you are doing. You know that we are here to support and help you in any way we can, even if it's just for you to vent. We care and love you.
Many (((((Hugs))))) and prayers to get better coming your way.
Agoraphobia, Barrett's Esophagus, Bipolar Disorder, Depression, Fibromyalgia, Mitral Valve Prolapse, Panic/Anxiety Disorders, Probable Narcolepsy, PTSD, Restless Leg Syndrome, Severe Acid Reflux, Sleep Apnea, Social Anxiety
Meds: Abilify, Ambien CR, Ativan, Flexeril, Lamictal, Neurontin, Nexium, Requip, Ritalin ER
A slip of the foot you may soon recover, but a slip of the tongue you may never get over.