I completley understand where yo0u are and I am sorry that you are having to go though this. On thanksgiving I had a similar experience and I was only with my family, 10 people or so. I sat in the living room by myself crying and couldnt stop. SO i know where you are.
I hope now that youre home you are more comfortable and just feeling better overall.
Crohn's Disease Diagnosed 12/24/03 (Thats Right, Merry Christmas to me!)
Im 26 years old, and am currently only taking remicade, protonix and evil prednisone for my CD. am on quite the cocktail for my BP however: Geodon, Lamictal, Celexa, Buspar and Klonopin.
Im also on lipitor for high cholesterol caused by a prior BP med. im on fentanyl patches for pain also, and i take some meds prn for my allergies, asthma, and migrianes.
"We are all worms but I do believe i am a Gloworm"
^always makes me smile^