I agree with MK. Please get some psychiatric help. Ask your doctor to reccommend one. Your body and mind have been through quite a lot and at such a young age. I would be very depressed too! As MK said you probably have a serious hormonal imbalance and that can really mess things up. Does your doctor have you on any hormonal suppliments? A pshyciatrist could help you with all of this. Please don't wait, get it set up now!
Let us know how you are doing, ok?
It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up, we will then begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.
Elisabeth Kubler Ross