Dear Breast Friends:
I will have all of you in my prayers and my thoughts everyday. I need too, as you have become my sisters in this fight against the beast.
There is so much going on. The board has off and on been a challenge to me, mostly because I have felt rather unworthy of being invited and accepted in the membership to support others. I helplessly weep a lot for those that are so ill. But, there is another side of me that angers to the point that I am so unproductive in my posts I feel guilt for letting the bickering get to me. I have tried to ignore certain members posts, I have tried to understand why some people behave the way they do, I have tried to only be positive in my responses or not respond at all. You know the old adage: "If you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all." I am not perfect and I know I have angered some on the board also. BUT, I am done. The support of breast cancer survivors and newly dx'd seems to have, at times, disappeared.
I want to thank all of you and ask for blessing to be placed upon you for the wonderful support I was given when I was first dx'd. I could not have made it without your added support for me and my family. I was blessed when I found this site.
There are several I have become close too. I will continue to stay in touch through snail mail and e-mail. If you want to contact me, please do, as I will be thrilled to see you in my mailbox or hear your lovely voices.
Love and hugs to all of you.