I think that you deserve a medal for being a veteran of this Cancer War! I just finished my every 3 mo scans and there is no difference in them than there was when I was diagnoised w/ the recurrance 8 years ago. So Herceptin and I are still good friends!!!!!
For any of you that have had a recurrance and are afraid, just know that there are many of us that have been where you are and we are still here. Living a full life. Just don't give up.