Ok I know everything will be fine and I'm sure they will call with good news today however I am so anxious. AHHHH I can't wait for all of this to be over. I can finally talk with friends and family and tell them what happened and that all is well. I have convinced my self that everything will be ok I do get a little bit of anxiety as my thoughts lead negative at times but then I correct myself and say all will be ok. I found out that every single person men and women on my moms side have had some form of cancer. Crazy! My mom's cousin just died last week from breast cancer. From here on out I will more proactive and I am going to make a difference for people and families going through this. I am determined to start a non profit organization to help these people and give them the quality of life that they deserve. We need to do more to support our neighbors, family, friends or just people we don't know. Everyone needs our support and we get so wrapped up in our own lives and don't realize the pain that is in our world. An earthquake happens and we jump to support because we are willing to support people. Well these families need a voice someone that will reach out and get them the support they need. There is enough money in america to reach out during these difficult times and it is time I do something instead of sitting in my bubble. I am so grateful this happened to me and I feel so luck that the wippers un covered my eyes.