I went to my new oncologist and I learned more in the hour I spent with her than I did in the past few months with my old one. I now know that I was not a stage 3 I was a 2 b also that the spots that were seen on my ct scan that did not show on the bone scan and did not light up on the pet scan are more than likely NOT bone mets due to the way my other tests came out. Truth is even if it was it is something that can be controled maybe not cured but controled. She told me to live my life and that we would keep a close eye on things but that I was through the rough part.
I have to say that this has put so many things in perspective I now focus on the truly important things in my life. I had a sister that lost the battle with breast cancer before she died she was an organizer and speaker at a Komen function. I drew strength from her not fear. No one is guaranteed a second from the moment they are in, so I choose to LIVE MY LIFE. Through Gods grace I am out of the woods and back on a pathway. My prayers to all of you who are battling this disease. Strength and courage hope and love to you all.