Mk: In another post you said...
" I have been bargaining with God so much the past few years, I am thinking He might be calling in the chits. And that is ok with me if it saves just one of our young sisters from having to go through so much."
I know that each one of us has done this, at one time or another, since our diagnosis. It's human and, contrary to what we think of ourselves, we are not superwomen. I haven't been a member here very long nor have I had the privilege of meeting you, but I can tell from reading your posts and all of the posts sent to you, that you are a remarkable, compassionate woman. I don't believe that God will want you to take on more so that someone else won't have to. He is there to help you thru this as are the rest of us. We just don't have the power that he has. :)
Remember what you tell all of us....stay busy, laugh lots, and try not to worry until there is something to worry about.