Since my last stay in the hospital, they have stopped my chemo for 6-8 weeks so I can
get some of my strength back. Not sure if I will start it again but I will decide that another
day. I have been back to work full time for about 2 weeks. I still get very tired. Well,
today has been a real crappy day ....my boss is picking on me big time. I almost feel
like he is pushing me so hard that I will quit. I have been doing my job all along and also
picking up the slack big time for a co-worker. ANYTHING that goes wrong in this office
is my fault...grrrrrr. I found out today that I didnt get paid $600.00 commission that
was coming to me. When I mentioned it he had a fit...made me feel guilty. My pay has
been down alot since the beginning of the year since I havent felt good and with chemo and
the hospital stays etc...so I could really use the money...oh well...Maybe disability isnt such a bad idea....
Thanks for letting me vent...sigh
Sometimes it is a slender thread, Sometimes a strong,
stout rope; She clings to one end, I the other;
She calls it friendship; I call it hope....