I can totally relate to all you are going through. My DH will be saddled with a limp for the rest of his life due to this injury. He never had rehab. The surgeon told him to just walk. It will be a year in just a couple of weeks. He's doing better than we expected, because they kept telling us how bad it was and what to expect. Remember, I was going through chemo when he did this, so imagine feeling like chemo makes you feel and having to do the things he usually does. It was very, very hard, but we both got through it. He hated not being able to do things. He's normally a very active person. Just sitting around with a cast and hobbling on crutches made him crazy.
I'm here for you whenever you want to vent. You might need it! LOL
L & H,