Posted 2/8/2018 11:58 AM (GMT -6)
I think we first noticed this about a year ago. I tried everything from blackmail, to asking his family, pleading and more to get this assessed.
He didn't. Partly because life has been tough but mainly because like everything else it moved below the priority list.
I have been checking it time and time and it seemed to get larger. Today its surely larger and he realized that too.
Its hard and not necessarily movable.
I am going to hate myself for not kicking up a huge scene if required and not taking him to hospital a year earlier if this turns out to be malignant.
He is going into see a doctor today or tomorrow - even if it means I have to go on a hunger strike or whatever :'(
I am looking for reassurance maybe that because its a year, its possibly not cancer. I am going insane again. He has no idea how many times I have broken down crying while I lived in another country worry about this. I know how real the risk is.
Hubby is 47-48 years old, no family histories of cancer as far as we know. He is rather active and don't know is this matters but he's always had very high natural testosterone relative to age