Posted 3/10/2019 8:07 AM (GMT -7)
Hi Smoo & welcome to the forum. I understand your fear, it's one phone call that none of us want to ever get. I know this will not help, but try to calm down some. Even with the newer testing available today, none of it is perfect. I lean towards it's best to be safe than sorry later.
I am sorry about the loss of your husband. I lost my mother to lung cancer several years ago. Hers was discovered too late & she was given 12 months to live. She made it 11 months & in all honesty she did well except the last 2 weeks. She lived in a small town & she came here for care treatment. We were fortunate to find good drs to take care of her.
In the meantime, try to keep yourself busy. If you have friends close by, connect with them & share your thoughts. Take care.