I read that about the slow growth rates not responding as well and that is one of my questions if they recommend chemo. As far as the tumor size, mine was 2.4 cm so not sure that is why either. Most everything that I have read on the net to do with the size, age, growth rate and the little amount of information that I have dosesnt seem to indicate chemo...thats why Im so confused. Also I try to factor in that it was the surgeon who told me he thought they would do both and Im not sure treatment is his field of expertise here, but I still wonder.
That email idea is WONDERFUL.....as you said I normally wake up in the middle of the night with a question and if I dont get up and write it down I forget it by morning, but if I get up to write it down it stays in my mind and I cant go back to sleep.
I actually slept 5 hrs in a row last night, the first night I have gotten more than two hours rest since this all stated a month ago...I was even hungry last night for the first time in weeks!!!!
Now its starting all over again, I can feel the nerves building as tomarrows appt gets closer so I dont expect to sleep very well tonight or have much of an appetite....
Will post here tomarrow evening so that maybe someone else will find some answers too...