Tammy, I know. I am almost 6 years out and find myself unable to stop tears at times. I was watching tv a few weeks ago and a line on Grey's Anatomy hit me like a ton of bricks. Good thing I was by myself... sometimes when my husband and I are watching tv I feel I can't let it out. So it still happens... but I figure every day I am here to see my husband and children is a blessing, so they can take my breast, my ovaries, my gallbladder... its all ok. I am still here.
hang in there, as they say, we cancer survivors 'can take a licking and keep on ticking'... sorry for the cheesy-jingle, it just popped into my head. ;-)