Oh thank you for your reply. I have many questions, only I'm really the only one to be able to answer them, thats why I'm so confused, like you said, the rug has been pulled out too many times & the hole underneath it gets deeper & deeper each time. I just don't want to live the kind of life I live now, other than my illness the rest of my life is great, the best husband in the world, 2 loveable dogs & relations with the step daughters getting better every day. I just want myself to WANT to do things & have dreams, right now its just not there! Thanks for your encouragement. God Bless
Dx with CD 1987, 3 colon resections, 3 rectal abscess sx, 2 level anterior cervical neck fusion with plate & screws,6/2008. Major depression/anxiety, kidney stones & sx to remove, now 45 yrs old. Still trying to figure out this disease & all the little extra complications that come with this rollarcoaster of a life with CD. Meds:Humira 40mg every other wk, Imuran .75 daily, welchol 625 x 3 daily, cymbalta 30 mg 2xdaily, Wellbutrin xl 150mg 1x daily, fish oil, folic acid,Vit B12,inject monthly, Oscal w/Vit D, xanex .5 nightly, Gabapentin 600 mg 3x daily, Soma 175 mg nightly & Tramadol/apap 37.5/325 mg prn, vicodin prn. nsaid patches bursitis hips. Paxil 20 mg 1x daily, weaning cymbalta.