I have CFS depression fibro anxiety and I COMPLETELY understand how you feel. I tutor 4 hours a week and that is all
I do that so that I can help with med bills. I haven't been to any holiday dinners reunions nothing for 3 years. I have had problems with doctors and health tanking worse due to the dr confusing fibro and cfs and over treating for depression which sent my diabetes up to 520 . I have been so frustrated and the more frustrated the more tired I get. And I resent having to get out of a chair because It hurts so bad. This is the worst time of my life. I have a grandchild coming and all I can think is how will I interact and enjoy them? You are not alone, and it is a lonely life. 3 years ago I walked 4-8 miles per day, went to lunch, visited folks, engaged my students and enjoyed dressing for work in pretty clothes. Now I don't even hang those clothes up. I drape them over the foot of the bed. I have a lovely life but I cant enjoy it and that's the odd part of it. I keep waiting for things to change... If you need to talk message me Gemma. Much love.
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