Posted 5/1/2018 11:05 AM (GMT -7)
I've had CFS for ate leas 25 years. When I was the sickes I found romantic partner and we got married and we're together for 15 years. He died in accident a year ago, I feels yesterday.
Well there is more to the story from his side, some times in the relationship I diagnosed, an was confirmed that he had Borderline Personality disorder. Actually it makes me chock, who normal would be with me anyway.
Many of you may not know what BPD is and how hard the relationship had been.
But now I am alone.
Grief has been so strong that I am in relaps.
I go to Lacanian psychoanalysis and has been the best therapy so far.
But the loneliness is not only physical is experiential, nobody I know has CFS, nobody had(s) partner with BPD, and bizzarly nobody has experienced early sudden death.
What category of people am I in, forums are specific, I have three situations, and it is expanding the feeling of uniqueness and need to be hiding some parts of my life all the time.
Best to all