dear hippimom, i am so unhappy right now;i just almost completed a long post to you..it had a quote&;can't even try to reconstruct it right now a bunch of my beliefs;i hit a wrong key & lost it in cyberspace...i am weeping;too exhausted to even try to reconstruct it , but when I feel better, i will..it was meant to help you so i feel awful about
it, & i am so sorry you have constant pain & fatigue;you inspire me...thankkkks so much for the post;you are a truly lovely lady. i hope to connect with you tomorrow, my friend, nite, tc & sleep well.
painter;i'd like to talk with you in a chat room ...that would be terrific.i 'm not good at keeping up, either as i look at keys, so i listen a lot when i've gone on;tried to, arher...someone always says some thing that i want to respond to'i had to learn to pull back & not butt into otjer peoples canversations;funny, cause in person i'm shy;until some idiot pushes me too far;anywayhow i'm awake i don't know. tomorrow, dear friend;thanks again,,god eynaulds sounds like hell;crohns is like hell all these are;we're stronger than we know, believe it..nite
i believe we are all connected;everything is connected on an atomic and subatomic level, so how can we be separate;how can one thing not affect another? another reason to be kind to each other...and to think before we speak. and to try to love one another or at least give up hatred for individuals. and i don't mean we should turn into Pollyanna .no way...we musk feel and acknowledge all our feelings;it's how we handle them. that is the hardest part for me, i:ve discovered. i don't like injustice & i don't stay quiet about it. sometimes i'm disliked for that. i can live with it...lots of practice.I was marching in the streets before a lot of you were born, so i think that tells you a lot. i'm not brave. but i care.and i try to help. so do things like YOU do them;with the docs help
bob dylan said, "I aint gonna work on maggies farm no more you all try to do the same;hold on to all the dignity you can& do as many things your own way as you can;of course swe have to deal with docs & so on, but we need to keep ourselves.